Fear.

        -To me, fear if being afraid. I know scientific. It also has deeper meaning. I know it can also be a metaphorical wall that keeps you from something you want a dream for. I know that I feared to come out of the closet for a long time. I was so afraid that I contemplated hiding it and being straight the rest of my life. I was afraid that people would be very against me and I wouldn't be accepted. After my parents divorce and my grandfather dying I knew life was short and you have to life as yourself and who you really are. The fear of acceptance kept me hidden and without getting over that fear I wouldn't be where I am right now. Its only been a little under six months since being fully out and my life has changed so much for the good.

       -I got over his fear and went to my next big fear. I think that my project will go well. I hope that the classmates get something out of it. I hope they can learn something about themselves along the way. I think they will look at the way the critique or judge things a bit.

       I am excited and nervous to share what I am going to do. I hope they understand the concept!

Take Away

This last class was an interesting one. Before class had even started I had a fellow student ask me some questions about the program Maya which made me feel good people noticed I do well in that software! but anyways, I was nervous to share my idea board because it was really just a digital folder and my two favorite concept art books. But I did enjoy the ones that were shared.
        I have been thinking about the fear assignment coming up and I think i have it narrowed down. I am very excited and nervous to share it and I hope it goes they way I want.

Class takeaway

        I was impressed about the bliss assignment. and found it very interesting that a few of you had many items on my "what if" lists on yours. I think  it was hard to think of all the what ifs becasue I dont think I was thinking too in depth enough.

        My final what if was wht if I had never seen any type of other peoples media and would my art look different if I hadnt been influenced by them. I would love to be able to get everythig out of my mind and start from scratch. But its funny that I get inspired by others work.
       
       

Vision Board

My vision board is a digital board. I am always on the Internet looking up concept art and short student films and am always finding amazing things. It has quite a few pictures in it that help my get inspiration. I also consider my art of pixar shorts book a big inspiration in my drawing. I just love looking at the lines of the drawings and the roughness and it helps me draw better for some reason .

Class takeaway

In last class I was really impressed  by every one's project. I think everyone really took the time and thought about their partner when they completed the projects. I know Samantha and her partner really took a lot of time and I was really impressed by them. I was very happy with my PIXAR cupcakes! they were very good! And I hope my partner liked my Charlie Sheen candy portrait!